Apple Core

....I saw spiders on my blog..

2010-11-21T08:35:00.001-08:00

It's not called world wide web for nothing, okay?

I don't know what to write here.. Just randomly post -anything- because I'm bored and blech..
8|

Hope I could update more after my exam period

/brb studying/

..

2009-01-27T05:26:00.001-08:00

Need and Care, Thank You!

2008-09-07T05:08:00.001-07:00

To: Those who read this blog and know me as The Pilgrim

A need to be cared is a usual thing. But a need to care is somewhat rarely found. Am I right?

Yes, I got a need to care. That doesn't mean I don't want to be cared. I love to be cared and also I love to care.

In the past I don't really care that I was care or not, but not more for now. I NEED to care, not I WANT to care.

I just feel that I want nobody feel like what I felt. I NEED to care someone, but I have no intention to care everything.

Even I need to care, I still need to be cared which obviously I do care. I'm very happy and a lot of thank you deeply I give to those who care me till now.

I'm really happy to have those to care and those who care about me. Please accept my care… Please accept my trust… I believe in you.

I'll accept all, everything, every tear, every joy, every wound, every smile, every sweet, every bitter. Don't throw your hope, dream, believe and trust.

Sincerely: Roaming Phantom

Not Near The End

2008-08-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

Specially dedicated to: those who come here for something

By: Roaming Phantom

Not For Me
_______________________

For nothing, I go somewhere

For no one, I have anything

For everything, I got no place

For everyone, I do all by myself

For selfishness, I cry

For pride, I break

For throne, I kill

For joy, I die

For the past, I belief

For the present, I struggle

For the future, I survive

For the destiny, I try

For me, I did

Not for me...
_______________________

Crossposted to my LiveJournal

Live Without Hell

2008-08-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

Specially dedicated to: those who come from hell

From and made by: your truly Roaming Phantom

Turris
_______________________
Through the black street I cry to the blank sky where the empires were.

Off to see the gravel and dust, bravely I walk through the land.

Without star and moon today as well as yesterday the sky was decorate.

Emptiness to accompany, none to talk about.

Regardlessly I had left the crypt and now heading to zero ground.

Seeking for the hope and belief for the shine to rise like the old days.

Night is good, gleam is wanted from the deepest heart.

Mourning for the future and the warmth of the crescent.

Everything shall be done and accomplish.

Igne natura renovatur integra; the world will be renovated with fire.

The flame from the soul, shall you burn the wounds to ashes, don't scar it even more.

The ice from the hand, shall you cool the mind, don't freeze it to solid.

The wind from the breath, shall you dry those tears, no need to stop it.

The light from the eyes, shall you bring those hopes back, don't blurred it with your intensity.

The world shall be renovated to be a perfect place to bloom.

They shall not stop the utopia, as nothing can stop the time.

I'm walking on the slope hoping, wishing, believing, trusting and struggling for the empire to rise and accompany me once more.
_______________________

Crossposted to my LiveJournal

A short-one-sentece(s) poem

2008-08-12T06:12:00.000-07:00

May the sorrow ends shortly and let tears wash the rest.

May good deeds be our sword as good words be our shield.

May your friends be your supporters as well as you become theirs.

May our mood not decide what to do instead of our mind of sanity.

May you be the light that shone your surrounding before you become the star to the others.

May days be filled with laughs and cry so you can pass it with trust and hope.

May our heart lit with the flame of happiness so that it might not be eaten by agony.

May we pass the storm so that we'll become stronger in every trouble.

May friendship last forever for us even thought nothing could last forever for the time.

May your smile&heart be the best gift instead of jewels&gold.

May your will be your motivation instead of being your dreams.

May your hard works be your success instead of being suffers.

May your dignity be one of your precious but not your only.

May evil be your reason to act good instead of being your reason to look good.

May we care with the others more instead of keep sympathizing.

May the unfortunates be your reason to thank and to be generous.

May you not looking up enviously but let them be the power for you to move forward and upward.

May you be satisfied to what you had got but not too with what you did.

May you be what you expect the others and expect them as what they are.

May you do kindness instead of telling other to do it.

May the Goddess of luck kiss you and let God bless you.

______________________________________________________________________
Firstly this poem was a text message for my friend. But I turn it into a whole poem. Hope you enjoy.
I made this at the day when I recover from a quite complex problem. but I'm happy now.

cross posted to my LiveJournal

Btw, there is a picture of Apple Core, made by me in 10 minutes with corel photo paint. A doodle one.. :P

______________________________________________________________________

Personality test

2008-06-06T07:41:00.000-07:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	31
Extraversion	24
Openness to Experience	44
Agreeableness	8
Conscientiousness	28

You are a calm person who is considered almost fearless by some, however you are not generally self conscious about yourself. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life.

Take a Personality Test now or view the full Personality Report.

myspace layouts

That's my personality test..

Even I don't know why...

And again, JOIN NEOPETS NOW! JUST CLICK THE ICON ON THE RIGHT SIDE!
XD

Post Pertama-Introduction-

2008-05-08T05:25:00.000-07:00

It's my first post for this blog... Hopefully this blog won't be dead like what had happened to my other blog.

>>>

Ini post pertama ku di blog ini. Semoga blog ini tidak mati seperti yang telah terjadi dengan blogku yang lain.

Enjoy.